My family and memories....(^_^)

Pondering

2011-09-23T16:32:00.000-07:00

Went to Connecticut early today for an interview at Stamford, it went well. But... my inner self is pondering if I should go for the job or even go back to work at all. This is one among all other BIG decisions in my life so far, which including coming to the united states to be with my hubby to begin with. Money wise the pay for IT industry here is kinda impressive but won't have time for family anymore, especially little Jon. Don't get me wrong, I do enjoy being in my current situation / status (very much so - hehe). It's just me thinking of how nice it would be if we have spare money to spend with, most of all is to get our own place. Single household support here isn't any easier compared to Singapore though not as difficult neither.

Life is what you think it is. Do you agree? If you think your life is going to be tough or you can't find the way out, that's it, you stuck. The other way round, everything will seems bit easier if you are positive minded. Unfortunately, most of the time I'm of the first type. :-P I'm still working my way out for better solutions to everything or most of the things. hehe.

My husband and I were discussing over the topic if I should or not become a full time SAHM, so he said he wants me to be a SAHM so that we won't have to hand other ppl Jon's future. We do not want him to be brought up by a stranger, anyone except us ourselves so it's kinda hard for us to both be working at the same time. Then he suggested me maybe I should set up a website of my own, sell something I like, post something I like doing, such as hobbies. Share with others my masterpiece and sell accessories. A good thought, but I'm still pondering...like my usual self. I'm NOT a risk taker, which is really a down side when it comes to owning a business. However at the same time I think I should really make use of the free time to earn some POCKET money!! Mmmm....Angel vs Devil. Anyhow, I should really make up my mind before I regret in the future.

GOD, I need your signals. Buddha or Jesus, pls. hehe~

Oh, by the way we went to Queens to have our lunch after the interview!! Honey bought me lunch, two of us alone without Jon this time!! Kinda enjoy dating out with my honey once in awhile hehehe Love you so much honey, thank you for the meal it was so filling and delicious of course. Most of all, thank you for the day, I seize every minute of it!! :-* :-* Guess what, my hubby missed his boy while we were out for 4-5 hrs and the first thing he said and did when we got home was "lets go and check out Jon" and ran upstairs to Jon's room to peek on him (while Jon was sleeping)!! Lovely honey loving daddy!! And talking about "lovely", there was a woman at the shopping mall tried to pick on my honey!! Well Andre was playing with Jon while pushing the cart (Jon in the cart too) and there was this woman looked at him and said "awww...how adorable" the next thing she saw me thus she quickly said "your husband is so adorable.." hahaha HELLO?!? You can reserve that for your BF or hubby! HA!! LOL~ This is not the first time, my honey had been picked up before too...my honey is attractive!! I'm lucky I have you honey! :-P

九江十二坊

2011-09-16T10:10:00.000-07:00

最近看一部戏，九江十二坊...

突然间很想臭骂那个“宋子俊”，从来没看过那么蠢的人。敖嘉年，为什么每次都是这样的角色，好令人讨厌哦！！！

哈哈哈，太入戏了吧！是嘛，就是太气人了，没见过那么笨那么没脑子的人！！好想给他几拳！！ kekeke

Milestone

2011-09-15T18:54:00.000-07:00

HURRAY!!!!!!!!!!!

There is something I would like to announce!! Don't worry I'm NOT pregnant yet!! Haha~ It's my little boy Jonathan is officially walking today - 15th September 2011. He took a few steps at once and stood for quite a long time before he really decided to sit back on the floor!! Whooaa...We are so proud of you my boy!! Well, by that also indicates from now on we gotta pay extra attention on him!! Haha...also more exercise for us??? LOL

We went to smith haven mall too today for shopping, unfortunately we forgot to bring Jon's stroller so ended up we rented a stroller-car!! Jon seemed pretty enjoyed in that and being himself (nosy) the whole time thus I didn't run into too much trouble. Most interesting part, I bought few shorts for myself!! One of it has the word "ADORABLE" printed at the back of the short which is exactly where my butt is!! hahahaha! INTERESTING! :-D Another one is red color (my honey's favorite color) sexy short...hehe! Also another two shorts and a working pant (in case I need it for interview), all of them come to about $39!! whoaaa.... not a bad deal, aren't they?!! Thanksss to my honey for taking us to shopping, and of course for taking care of the bill!! kekeke I LOVE YOU!!

Then we had lunch...ok maybe just a snack cos we had a our dinner again after we got home. We ordered DONER (some sort of chicken cutlets with sauce and soft wrapper), and bourbon chicken for myself!! I kinda like DONER more than bourbon this time, the bourbon tasted bit different today, weird. Oh btw....I made Glutinous Chicken Rice for lunch today!! First time but I succeed!! I suggested my hubby to offer it to my parents in law but who knew he refused!! He said he wanna keep the leftover to himself for later!! Hahaha...so adorable!! Love him so much, muacksss!!!

Cleaning

2011-09-14T20:25:00.000-07:00

Yesterday my hubby vacuumed the entire basement (where we hang out most of our days now) and I took pictures of it!! Not that my honey never do house chores, it's just me want to keep every moment counts!! I try to capture as much scenes as possible in my life so I will never forget them!! Let see how clean it is:

Our little hang out area!!

Even Jon's pack & play is all clean!!

Oh....and this belongs to my honey, I know why I keep seeing hope and future in him, look at that sunflower in his eye...awww...how lovely!! Muacksss!!

My honey is so awesome, he not only takes care of me but also Jon!! Here are something I think I should give him the credit:

- Honey takes care of Jonathan in the morning when he usually wakes us (actually lao gong only) up around 5-6am!!
- Honey makes Jon's milk, change his diapers (though we share the task too :-D), put him to sleep, etc.
- Honey makes sure Jon always has enough of his food.
- He plays with Jon, play him youtube videos, mickey mouse show on the tv, takes us out for picnics and shopping - YaWheee!!! :-D
- He makes sure we are always healthy by getting us good quality foods!!
- Honey always the most strained one when Jon had a little fever, what a loving daddy!!
- Honey wash and clean dishes / bottles for me in the morning when I'm still sleeping like a pig!!
- Honey always ensure that I won't have to worry about things around me!!
- Honey never get upset with me!! Unless I ask for it!! hahahaha which I did for several times kekeke
- Honey makes sure we are always living in a clean environment!!
- Honey surprises me once in awhile, yes, this count too you know!! :-P
- etc and ...Oh yes, honey is wonderful husband and daddy!!

I LOVE YOU, HONEY!!! What's more can I ask for? You are the complete package!! :-* :-* :-*

New Haircut

2011-09-14T18:32:00.000-07:00

I gave Jon a new haircut today, kinda successful. :-P The previous times I tended to mess up a little bit here and there but this time, not as much. keke~ I had to do it while he was taking his afternoon nap, poor baby couldn't sleep well due to being re-positioned to aid the hair-cutting process!! Da-la...here is the end result:

Isn't he so handsome?? :-D

He loves his nonna (grandma), see he's holding her hand!!

Smiling to nonna, I think I heard him mumbled "nana" before!! So cute!

No more hairs in the eyes boy!! Love you!!

God bless my little precious, I remembered he used to want to be held by me all the time, right now? He wants to be free and roam around the house. We set up some gates to the off-limits so he won't get to where he shouldn't be going out of our vision and hurt him self accidentally. You are so precious to us and we can't afford any wounds or bruises on you my love!!

善忘

2011-09-14T17:55:00.001-07:00

善忘是件好事？我一直都蛮善忘的，如果你问我几年前发生过的事我可能会不记得了！比如有一年我的生日，我和我学院宿舍的朋友一同去我家乡庆祝可是前几个星期我和其中一位朋友谈天时提起了我竟然不记得了呢！我还问她和谁一起了，在哪，为啥她们会去我家等等！哈哈哈！觉得好好笑，这些也是事后朋友告诉我才慢慢想起的！十年内发生的是我都可以忘记的一干二净，佩服自己。可想我经历的可能太复杂，受了生活压逼所以习惯了选择忘记，慢慢的也变成了善忘！哈哈！

接下的就是当我读回以前自己写过的部落时，觉得很陌生，仿佛：”这事发生过吗”？我的天，我真的必须笔记下我身边的一切事故要不然终有一天我连自己都不记得了呢！所以啊，我最近真的是“尽量”把一天所发生的事写下来以免忘了！我本身认为另一个可能性是我觉得自己真的太幸福了，仿佛是做梦着所以希望吧一切美好的记忆都记下。以前过的大部分都是不开心的，曾经尝试写日记但是发觉自己写的都是负面的，非常negative！尤其是我的过去那段感情简直是一团糟，浪费青春，花了不断的日子才发现原来他不止根本不适合自己而且自己根本不是在爱他而是同情他！人就是要经过了一些磨练才懂体会自己真正要的是什么，没有过去哪会有将来。因此我认为改变我的观点的是我目前的生活，我的老公，孩子他们给我的每个美好记忆。让我不希望忘了任何一秒和他们一起度过的生活。老公，我爱你哦！

Jon and party hat

2011-09-14T10:18:00.000-07:00

This is a late post for my boy 1st bday last 3 weeks!! He has grown up so much that everyone who sees him says he is such a BIG boy or is he really 1 or older. LOL. Guess that's just the effect of genes. We had a party for our precious little prince!! Here is a picture to share with you, kinda difficult to keep that hat on him you know!! haha~

Papa, mamma and Jon!!

And here's a pic of my sweetest boy and me!

Well, my husband said to me before that we could be having only 1 child but whenever we see Jon's smiles....nah...maybe another one won't hurt. LOL. Of course, he won't hurt as much as I do or not at all. :-P I prefer another princess myself, maybe in the next two years when I have a job and get a house call it our own. 1-2 kids or maybe even 3....hahaha Honey is fainting...gosh, the bb's teething part is not a joke for sure, it makes you wanna pull your head off!! Anyway, as long as my honey is with me I'm all worry-free!! I love you honey, you are the best out of the best!! Muacksss! Being married to you is a bliss! <3 <3 <3

Persistent

2011-09-14T06:25:00.000-07:00

Finally we purchased air tickets to go back to Malaysia for CNY next year!! Got to know that my eldest sis and me are definitely going to be home (mom's home) for the celebration!! At the meanwhile feeling sad that my second elder brother and sister they won't be around for the occasion. For my brother the reason being my sis-in-law is expecting to deliver their little boy a week after CNY, well I could definitely understand that. As for my sister, mmm...I guess it's more of their tradition now to celebrate on their on with no "exception". Bleh....well, everyone has their own family now, what else can you say more? Before I got married I would usually persuade my 2nd elder sis to go home for CNY together but now that I have my own, I don't see it necessary to persuade someone to do something out of their own will especially when it comes to family togetherness / value. It's upsetting no reunion next year but guess what, life goes on still. Just don't live with over persistent, too much of it is not a good thing.

Now I'm really hoping that my 3rd sis will be able to make it home next year, it would be nice to stay together for once more before they decide to move to Japan. Love you sis, thank you for the gifts for me and Jonathan. That was really so thoughtful of you. Do let us know if you need anything from us. See you soon!! Muacksss!! Can't wait to see the kids hang out together!! :-*

My lovely boy

2011-08-26T13:43:00.000-07:00

My little boy is turning 1!! Happy Birthday My Boy!! Muacksss from Papa and Mamma!!

Happy Father's Day!

2011-06-19T07:23:00.001-07:00

Happy 1st Father's day to my son's papa and to all fathers around the world! Thank you honey for everything you do for us and your 101％ involvement as being a parent. You are the best and irreplaceable!!

Oh, and also to the apples. Maybe I wouldn't mind if you at least ask first.

My Little Sweet Pie

2011-06-04T11:23:00.000-07:00

Some updates from bb Jon:

- Able to sit himself up from a laying position
- He has got two teeth growing!
- He doesn't swallow foods given to him anymore, he chews slowly and won't stuff the rest of the food in his hand into his mouth! (great job baby!!)
- He recognizes who treats him better and who's not! hahaha
- He prefers standing up, walking than sitting
- He still love watermelon :-D
- And oh...he eats table foods with us now, such as chicken, sweet potatoes, carrots, bananas and.....artichoke's leaves!! (guess the apple doesn't fall too far from the tree - hehehe)

There was one night we left him alone in the crib awake hoping he would fall asleep on his own, who knew he tried to climb over the crib and so close he could have made it and fell on the floor, luckily papa caught him on the monitor and lowered down the mattress right away before he attempts to do it again. My little boy, you could have been hurt badly! Aiyo...

Another time, no exception this time. Jonathan fell off our bed and knocked his head on the floor, luckily it's wooden floor, can't imagine what would happen if it's made of concrete. He cried badly, so was mamma. It hurts to see him cries, you know? :-P

Watermelon

2011-05-02T11:57:00.001-07:00

Celebrated Easter last Sunday and Jonathan was being a good boy the whole time, not cranky at all! He sat at the table with us and just hanging out quietly till we finished the main course!! When time for fruits and desserts I got so surprised that he still remember the watermelons he used to have when he was in my womb!! He leaned forward to grab and cried for the watermelon that I had in my right hand, I'm really amazed because how can he possibly recognized that was watermelon!! I was just so impressed and proud of my little one, he has grown up so quickly, unnoticeably quick! Really, I have to write down every single detail of his development before I forget them. I'm so grateful to have you my son, we love you so very much!

Jonathan's Snoring!!

2011-03-07T13:17:00.001-08:00

五个月

2011-01-23T20:30:00.001-08:00

时间飞逝，宝贝终于五个月大了! 人家说得对，小孩子长大得可真快。我家宝贝开始出吃奶以外的食物了例如搅碎的萝卜，红薯，香蕉，等等。他还开始喜欢学人讲话起来，唔唔~咯咯的真好笑。看着他一天天的长大妈妈心里好开心，有多累都给忘了，不过最重要还是他健健康康的成长那妈妈就最安慰了! 宝贝，爸妈永远爱你!!

Late Post

2011-01-06T20:08:00.001-08:00

This is a late post. Lao gong got me a ring-matching necklace awhile ago and he took several pictures of our wedding rings together with the necklace. I love it so much, just wanted to say thank you again Lao Gong, you're the best!! Love you always and forever!! :-* :-* Thank you for everything you do for me, only word itself can't express how much my feeling is for you... I love you!! xoxoxo

Little by Little

2011-01-06T19:31:00.000-08:00

Ah boy (baby Jonathan's nickname) is now 4 months 2 weeks. Went to see baby Jon's pediatrician last week and he is growing well, everything is on the chart. Followings are part of baby Jon's learning progress:

- Baby Jon started teething!! Excited but also feel bad for him cause have to suffer all the pain resulted from teething...my poor baby :-( Got him teething toy to chew on, look at the picture below, he left the chewing toy on his face! Funny~

- Started to manipulate and suck his own fingers or stick his whole fist in to his mouth..lol
- More and more alert to the surroundings, responses to different sounds or voices
- Improved vision such as he is able to see things in farther distance
- Improved eye-band coordination, able to see and grab things that are showed to him.
- Nonna said she witnessed baby Jonathan turned from laying on his tummy to on his back but my husband and I never seen such a movement until now...emm...expecting for one or more!
- He pays much attention to red colored things, he likes those x'mas decorations and the ornaments on the x'mas tree.
- When he cries he tends to make sound like "mamma...." clearer and clearer each day!
- After all the most important...he finally sleeps through the night now!! although he might wakes up once in awhile but we are so glad we finally have some good nights sleep. lol

Took a lot pics of baby Jon, here are some to share with you:

Better head support when we lay him on his tummy

Nonna got him this x'mas outfit for studio photo shooting

Ah boy with papa's time

Ah boy with mamma's time

Welcome to the winter

2010-11-18T13:35:00.001-08:00

Took this picture outside our house (not the house shown in the picture), two days later the tree turned bald due to the strong wind. Lets welcome the winter!

Some updates

2010-11-02T19:08:00.001-07:00

On the way back from the pediatrician office, he was in his infant car seat looking around. Bb Jonathan had running nose, some coughs and lost his appetite for about two days. He's getting back on track now, surprisingly he had 160ml of milk yesterday compared to the volume he has been drinking which is +-120ml. He's also becoming more talkative [whining and mumbling] and interactive now, great to see him responding back with smiles when we call his name. He is now wearing larger size clothes, bigger size diapers, he's just getting big so quick!

Last Halloween, bb Jonathan's costume - an ice cream cone! We stayed home whole day on Halloween day and Andre attended all Trick or Treaters that came to the house.

Water Lover

2010-10-11T18:34:00.000-07:00

Bb Jonathan is exactly 7 weeks old now and he weights 9.5 pounds and 20 3/4 inces long.

Bb Jonathan enjoys bathing and he likes it so much when I gave him hairs wash. I think he is a real water lover, who knows he might be a good swimmer when he grows up. :-* Precious mama's boy~

Chubby Baby Time

2010-10-03T10:24:00.001-07:00

Baby Jonathan is getting chubbier, look at those cheeks! lol~ He gets hungry every 3-4 hours and sometimes even every 2 hours! Now you know how those cheeks were developed! Bb Jonathan tends to make goat-like or horse-like's (according to papa) sound, especially when he's stretching! so funny hearing him making such noises hehe~

Mama is a bit tired lately because bb Jonathan doesn't want to go to sleep at night thus mama has to hang out with him till he gets sleepy and sleep. In the day time papa and mama try to keep him awake so he can sleep better at night and it takes so much effort to wake him up, sometimes he just won't bother being bothered, so deeply in sleep! Amazing mama's boy!

Our lovely Aunt Christine came by to visit us yesterday and brought bb Jonathan a toy, thank you Aunt Christine! And we took pics of us together, bb Jonathan and Stephen, Aunt Christine and I.

Welcome home!

2010-09-12T11:22:00.000-07:00

Baby Jonathan is home! Well, actually he returned home last thursday 9/9/10 around 2pm. We are so excited that he is finally with us now! Welcome home my son, we love you!

Sleep like mommy lol~

My cutie pie

This one is excellent isn't it, my first thought when I look at this picture was he looked like he is making a finger-licking good pose but everyone else says he is like making a smoking gesture. Funny!

Good Boy!

2010-09-04T12:23:00.000-07:00

Baby Jonathan has finally transferred to an opening crib! Yes, he is being such a good boy by nippling the whole bottle of milk for few continuos feedings! We are so proud of him and wish he can come home with us soon, papa is even more excited (ok,mama is excited enough too). hehe~ Gambateh BB Jonathan! Kisses from papa and mama :-* :-* :-*

Here are some simply little joys from BB Jonathan:

- We're so happy whenever BB Jonathan made a burp after finishing his milk
- His smiles simply cheer up all of us
- When he opens his eyes big and looking around
- Papa loves when BB Jonathan yawns, so cute!
- When he grabs papa's / mama's fingers
- Also when he farts! lol~
- ...etc

We love you so much BB Jonathan, you are so precious to papa and mama. :-) You gonna receive more love from nona and nono too! So be good, stay in the opening crib for another 2 days and you can come home! Hurray!!! :-)

No flash please

2010-09-02T17:33:00.001-07:00

Papa and son

2010-08-30T07:40:00.001-07:00

My little precious has finally arrived!!! Baby Jonathan joined the world on 23rd August 2010, monday. My precious boy, mommy's prince is so adorable :-D I'm totally thrilled! I love you so much my boy...and of course I love you too honey, my big precious. :-* :-* :-*

Laboring...!!!

2010-08-22T12:49:00.001-07:00

Baby Jonathan is on the way! :-) The water broke this morning around 9am and we told mom about it she thought I was just having some nightmares...aiyo... I don't pee in my dreams la. lol. Well I totally understand why she concluded so because it's my wedding day and I supposed to attend the party instead of the hospital. What a surprise from jonathan. He is 35weeks now and weight at 6pounds, the doctor said he's a healthy little boy, god bless :-) the daddy is so excited yet nervous just like me, mmm...which day should we celebrate as our anniversary day now hehe. I'm in the hospital now eating my sandwich breakfast at 3:43pm while waiting to deliver Jonathan. Told by the nurse that I'll either have the baby today or tomorrow...guess long journey to go. I pray everything is fine... to be update...

Long day out

2010-08-18T10:49:00.001-07:00

Went to chinatown in flushing last monday and I was bothered by my low emotion the entire day. We had our lunch at a hong kong restaurant before we went to pick up foods for me (got some chinese vegetables, cherries and junk foods for honey). Before flushing we stopped at honey's college to settle some stuffs and it took about 45mins from there to flushing. Then we headed to aunt Elena's house to give nona (grandma) acupuncture treatment, hope she's getting better by now.

First Birthday In NY

2010-08-14T09:56:00.000-07:00

这是我第一个在纽约渡过的生日，也没什么特别除了今年和丈夫渡过。他上学去了，今早还有测验呢不过我想他一定可以应付。昨日他放工回家后说带我去吃生日晚餐，我说：你傻啦，今天才不过十三号呢那是我的生日啊（以为他忘了）但他却说：你在马来西亚出生，这个时候已经是你的生日了（感动~）。不过最后我们还是在家共晚餐因为我认为只要他在我身边就是最好的礼物，原来当一个人用心去爱你时你不会去渴望/奢求他为你做些什么，只要他在你身边的每一秒都是最珍贵的时光。真正的爱，可以那么简单。:-) 看见他开开心心，健健康康，平平安安的对我来说就是世上最好的礼物。他曾经对我说：下辈子请别投胎那么远那我可以容易些找到你...

有次我问他，如果有一天我睡醒了时光回到了好几年前，你忘了我可我依然记得你；我说：“如果我能证明我是你未来所爱的人你是否会相信我选择我”。他没回答~ 过了几秒后他说：“如果有天我回到了十四岁，我拥有我目前的记忆而你却忘了我；我会用我目前的智慧和学问努力工作赚钱...那么十多年后我们相遇时我可以给你美好的生活”。我问他既然你回到了十四岁为什么不选择早几年和我相遇呢？他回答说如果没让我经历我曾经经历过的也许没有他今天所爱的我，不会是同样的这个我。真的很感动~ 老公，你怎么对我如此的好... :-) 你是如此的特别，人家都说结了婚丈夫对自己的态度是会改变的，你的确改变了，可是是变得对我越来越好。谢谢你，我爱你。

今年的生日是我十七岁以后过得最满足，开心，幸福的一天。你的关心，体贴和无私的爱让我只要呼吸着都觉得幸福。:-) 加上我们的小宝贝即将加入我们的家庭，真的很期待。希望他能像爸爸一样...

Blissfulness

2010-08-12T20:21:00.001-07:00

Being blissful is being loved by the one you love and he / she is happy and love to have you in his / her life. I'm so blissful! :-)

Showered with love

2010-08-12T15:53:00.000-07:00

Another 7 weeks to go, time flies. Excited + nervous, but I'm so grateful you're always there for me. Your care, love and courage makes me feel so much in love, thank you honey (hugs and kisses). I never felt so much love before, you make me feel like a princess (or queen like you said since our prince is on his way - hehe). People says life after marriage is always different than before marriage but you make me feel much more blissful than I was before I married you. Thank you for being the man in my life, thank god for the lesson I had in the past which led me to you. :-)

I would like to share something with couples who are reading at this. When you think your relationship has faded and decided to go for someone new, you're actually decided to go through the same relationship cycle you had before. Every relationship starts sweet and romantic and it's how you perceive and maintain it. Same to marriage, pre or post-marriage is about how much you love him / her. If you truly love a person you would accept whoever he / she is, regardless of their changes. And sometimes, it might be a positive change too. Like my husband and I, changed ourselves for better and we promised to share whatever things that are bothering us. Being respectful to each other (I noticed some ppl like to talk / comment something bad about their partners to their friends or post it over the facebook). Where is the basic respect?

Love when you still can and be thankful to / appreciate people who loves you. Lao gong, thank you for growing together with me. I love you so much everyday. :-)

It's cold again today

2010-04-17T12:51:00.000-07:00

Just came back from a long walk around the neighbourhood - 35mins? The weather is again freezing today, still feel the numbness around my ears. Was listening to my mp4while taking my walk, recalled those days in Singapore - had my mp4 with me whenever I go (in the train, on the way walking to office, on the bus and even when I went for shopping near by the place I lived). Miss those days...

Sandeep (a very nice god brother) called from Singapore this morning, glad to know he is getting his new job soon. Congratulations bro! And thank you for calling, I really appreciate it. Take good care and all the best in your new career!

As for myself, nothing much different actually since the first day I got here except the change of season - spring time. Thank god the winter is over now, really couldn't stand the freezing cold weather. It was someday in the early of April I took my first walk around the neighbourhood after 3 months++ stay in Kings Park - incredible. Oh and by the way, I've been spending quite lot of time on farmville lately and started getting tired of it.

Chinese foods here are very much different and even the ingredients itself are also different so don't expect to cook a dish with exactly the same taste as in Malaysia / Singapore. For example, the soy sauce - omg. The foods I miss most are mostly mom's cookings like sweet and sour pineapple pork ribs, 猪肚汤, 鸭汤, 海参鸡蛋焖肉 and some other local foods like Klang's bak kut teh, 猪肠粉 from Pasir Penambang - Kuala Selangor, etc. Sigh...I think I can only have them once every few years from now on. :-(

Happy Birthday John!

2010-02-12T14:53:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday to you John, my little adorable nephew!

Happy CNY 2010

2010-02-08T19:40:00.000-08:00

Time flies. It's already February of year 2010 and it's the Chinese New Year this coming Feb 14th which is also the Valentine's day. Yea, what a coincident to have both events fall on the same day. Too bad I won't be able to celebrate the CNY with my family in Malaysia or Valentine's day as Andre needs to work on that day too. However, I'm glad I have him in my life so everyday is Valentine's day!

Sis-in-law had gave birth a baby girl last week and brother is so happy for becoming a father! lol. Happy for him too, wish to see them now! I've been here in NY for about six weeks now but life still the same everyday, still jobless. sigh.

mErRy ChRiStmAs EveRyOnE!

2009-12-25T07:33:00.001-08:00

Soon

2009-11-28T22:32:00.000-08:00

Just came back from lunch, I had "生面" (noodles) but I still prefer "抄伊面" (another type of noodles) too bad they don't have it today. Both type of the noodles are quite similar actually but don't know why I particularly like the second.

Nothing special today, after all it's Sunday and I should be resting at home. Andre is sleeping at this moment, his time at 1:46am. I hope you're having sweet dreams and sleeping tight. It's another work week tomorrow, also the last second week of work before my 3 weeks time off. hehe. I'm so excited, never had this long leave before except time when was still in college. The last time I had 2 weeks off was when I resigned from Sharp and before joined NCS, spent that two weeks traveling across states in Malaysia. Visited Kuantan, Pahang, Kelantan, Kuala Terengganu and spent 4D/3N or 3D/2N (don't quite remember) at Redang Island. It's like a heaven and worth second visit. :-)

Looking forward for the trip to Genting this coming 16th December with Andre. Really can't wait any longer. It's Andre's first time to visit Malaysia and I'm still thinking where to bring him, it's a head pain not having a transport and the public transport in Malaysia is....sigh~ Will spend about 8days in Malaysia and back to singapore on the 24th. However I still wish the time would stop somewhere within the 3 weeks. I miss you so much Andre.

New Haircut

2009-11-24T19:19:00.000-08:00

I like Andre's new haircut very much! Chun lah! ;-)

I Love You

2009-11-21T01:10:00.000-08:00

I love you too. :-)

It's 21 days left till I get to see you in december, exactly three weeks. It was once 11 weeks, time past really fast. However, to me 3 weeks still seems bit too long. hehe. I miss you so much, do you know? It's the public holidays here next friday and I'm planning to go to JB to buy something, thinking to get a new sport shoe, some new clothes maybe and some other stuffs.

Ivy, Koon and Winnie they finally got themselves air tickets to go to Taiwan next May. Bit sad actually because they booked the tickets without informing me, well... part of it was my fault. Ivy - I really wish to go there with you too or maybe we should plan a trip to Shanghai? hehe. Yes, see ya this coming new year in Singapore. :-)

About job everything is fine, just bit stressed out sometimes because the boss is so eager and panic to get everything done before my time off in december. He should be worried indeed, god bless. I too hope everything will be fine so I won't have to deal with those stupid things again. I pray hard. hehe.

Because of You

2009-11-21T00:46:00.000-08:00

The weather turned cold lately, raining almost everyday and they said this is because it's the raining season now. This year's december I feel much warmer although the weather is so cold, maybe it's because I have you - Andre. I can't remember how hard those days were last december. Wrapped myself in the blanket every night and slept with socks. By looking back at those days I feel myself so much bliss now because I have you...you picked pieces of my broken heart and warm it with yours. I'm grateful you came into my life...I'm lucky I have you. You're not only cheering up my days but you also brought light and color into my life. Thank god for giving you to me...I appreciate and I treasure every moment we had and have.

Andre, thank you...because of you I have a life. I love you.

想念你

2009-10-26T17:54:00.000-07:00

最近的时钟跑得特别的慢，虽然只剩下四十六天了但是感觉上好像还有好几年要渡过。想念你的笑，想念你的味道，想念你白色袜子...很熟悉是不是？哈哈，那是因为那是 "味道" 的歌词啦。不过真的很想你 - 虽然你根本不晓得我在写什么。呵呵。虽然时间过的很慢但是最近工作也很忙，所以没有时间上网blogging就算有时间也是给了他了。时间颠倒真的令人烦躁，我睡觉他起身我起身他睡觉，时差真让人苦恼！多么希望我们现在就在同一个时间同一个地方里。现在我终于明白为什么lee chian 以前的经历了 - 这种感觉真的很agony啊。还真佩服她和他男朋友在这么远距离的情况下维持了三年的感情!还好她最终还是决定了去美国那和他男朋友一起生活 - 哦!是未婚夫了是吧! 朋友,加油哦! 是谁说distance relationship不能长久的呢,好的例子多的是。只要相信爱,就算跌倒了也不能气馁。Andre,我相信我们也行的！

他正学讲一些基本的中文，最简单的当然是那三个字开始 - 我爱你。哈哈！刚开始还真好笑，每次都给他讲成 "瓦爱妮" 教了学多次还是讲得不对。不过现在好多了，听他用中文说那三个字的时候真的觉得好窝心，谢谢你亲爱的。呵呵。谢谢你的用心。看来我也应该开始学意大利文了，不过目前为止我会的也只是"te amo" 哈哈！我会继续努力的！每次他做早餐没时间陪我聊天的时候他总喜欢把cam开着让我看他煮东西，看着他在厨房里的身影让我突然觉得自己好幸福。还好他喜欢煮食要不然将来我真的不知道该给他煮些什么食物..谢谢你为我做的一切.

P/S: Andre, I know you don't understand this so I just keep it simple and short for you - Te Amo :-)

Something About Us

2009-10-10T22:24:00.000-07:00

Received flowers from Andre yesterday on our anniversary, I'm so touched. Thank you Andre, thank you for everything you do for me. You lighten up my life...for once I really thought that I would never walked out from the darkness again but you brought me out of it and give me hope. You give me reason to live and to pursue our dreams. You are more than everything to me and I never felt so much love before. Thank you for your love, Andre. Please, walk by my side too till the end of time...

I love you.

Andre

2009-09-17T22:57:00.000-07:00

You mean so much to me...thank you Andre. :-)

Ripley's you won't believe it!

2009-09-04T07:29:00.000-07:00

最近很失落，提起一个认识了好几年的朋友。对她我真的彻底的失望了，不想和她再有任何联系。这么多位朋友之中她可说是最“不客气”的一位。原本心想竟然做朋友就不要和她斤斤计较可是她可是越来越得寸进尺。认识她是当我初进学院的时候，因为都是新生所以自我介绍就这么认识了；那一年是二零零三年。完成了两年的文凭后她就去了新加坡工作而我就留下来完成另两年的学士学位。

二零零七年毕业后的我也跟着哥哥姐姐们的选择来到新加坡工作。因此和这位朋友联系回了。这后我们都保持着联系也曾经居住在一起成为了室友，但是因为某些事我们闹了所以分开居住。没住在一起后我总在想是不是我的问题，是不是因为我所以闹得不开心。我向她道歉且问她是否能像以前保持好朋友的关系所以之后的我们还是继续联络（虽然听起来很孩子气但是真的不想因为这样失去一位朋友）。之中还是有很多我觉得她有问题的地方可是都不敢说出口，心怕会不会又是因为自己的问题。

今天的我可以很确定也很有信心的说：“我决定我们不要再成为朋友是最好的决定”。她常向我诉苦说她的朋友越来越少了，我也不知道为什么这么多年为何她从没认真的想过。差不多有六年了，她从没给我这位她所谓的好朋友买过一杯饮料。可是每次她都希望别人可以掏出腰包请她，她认为是应该的。她经常提起没钱所以要节省，可是朋友；寒素和节省是很大分别的。如果真的是朋友真的那么计较给另一位朋友买一杯水吗？你没钱难道比人就有钱？别人的钱就是花不完的吗？真的好失望，对你彻底的希望了心死了！当初决定不继续修完学士学位的人是你自己，你怎么可以把之后的一切往别人身上推呢？平均十次和她出街里九次是别人开口请她的。好，就说是我自讨的因为是我自己要请你的可是朋友啊，那你当我是你朋友吗？我为的不是你那么一杯饮料！而是朋友的那般心意，关怀。真正被视为好朋友的那种感觉而不是每次占人便宜的那种讨人厌的人！

我最生气的是每次都说没钱没钱，可是当别人掏出腰包要请她的时候她竟然一句拒绝的话也没有而且很自以为是应该的接受了！天啊！你没钱，我就很有钱？如果是朋友不是应该替我节省才对的吗？最记得的是，给她买过了生日礼物可是我生日的时候竟然一杯饮料都没从她那儿喝过更别说给我买礼物，还没关系！竟然还在我面前提他姐姐的礼物，弟弟的生日礼物有多好等等！拜托,真的不知道你是真的不懂还是假装不懂什么是礼仪！还有一次到The Body Shop，因为是我生日的月份的关系所以有二十八仙的折扣。售货员还说要打折后有五十块就有十块钱的礼卷，结果她说她要买香水；心想她拿的香水有三十多块了自己再添买一些打折后应该也有五十了吧。当我选好拿出Credit Card要付钱的时候，转身问她要买的香水在哪她竟然说：不买了！天啊！我真的有够生气的，要不是她说要买香水我才不花那些钱呢！没法子，还是付了钱！不买不会告诉我吗？自己心疼花钱，那我的就不是钱？！我的钱也是辛辛苦苦赚回来,你以为我的钱是从天上掉下来的啊？！气死我了！

她是我认识的人里面最寒素更是最过分的那一位！比起怡保那讨厌的男生我对你似乎要更有防备，免得自己又受伤了（受骗了）！还记得去巴厘岛的那个旅程我们都各自买了一些吃的，我打开买的那些一起和她享用但是她竟然每包都原封不动！也就是说从头到尾她没开过任何一样她买的食物请过这旅程里的任何一个人！但是要是你问她要不要，她肯定跟你说她要！所以之后我知晓了就向她学习，就算吃也不问她吃不吃；因为平时都是自己要问的嘛所以不能完全怪她。但是，她还是自己开口向我要！哈哈哈！天啊！Can you believe it?!! Yes, even Ripley wont believe it! 我放弃了，这份所谓的友情我不要了；真的一点也不稀罕！

Bali Trip

2009-08-12T00:38:00.000-07:00

Went on a four days three nights bali trip last week, it was not an exciting trip but memorable I think. Tried my few "first time".

Parasailing - when I was just about to enjoy the feeling of flying in the air I was pulled down.

Snake on me - just if you could see me shivering when I posed for picture! Other than snake, also took some pictures with sea turtle, eagle, etc.

Body Massage - this was funny, Winnie and I were arranged to be in the same massage room and both of us did not expect it to be a naked massage - lol

Was brought to a place called Uluwatu Temple. There is nothing except monkeys and we were impressed that the monkeys are so well trained to snatch tourist's glasses and necklace and then someone (to be known as the trainer too) to "help" get back the
glasses from the monkey and return it to us in exchange with money. My friend had his sun-glasses snatched by a monkey and the process took less than three seconds!

Overall the trip was "OK", hoping to go to Taiwan, China, Hong Kong or Korea soon!

Seremban

2009-08-01T09:26:00.000-07:00

Went to Seremban last Thursday for two and half days. Nothing special, just to get myself a new specs (why Seremban? Emmm...let me think but it's not what you think! - oh great, what's on your mind now) , got my teeth repaired (not cheap, was charged at RM175 but worth it cos the doc looks damn good! haha), purchased bank draft and paid my study loan, and some new goodies too:

- Maybeline Lipstick (cheaper than to buy in Singapore)
- Lucidol hair cream / gel

Alright, basically I only got these few stuffs from there but what I delighted most is my new specs! It makes me look smarter (okok, I know I don't look smart even though without the specs after all) and...young? haha~

Yea, I met up with Wikker too, a friend of mine who I got to know for years but had just met for the first time! He looks completely different from the picture he sent me awhile ago, glad he changed for good! Ok, what's his impression towards me then - I think I shouldn't eat for the next few months -_-''' haha~ Thank you my friend, your honesty will help to build up my strength! lol~ Nice to meet you, Wikker.

I just got back from Malaysia 2.5hours ago, exhausted! I need rest! rest! rest! Going to sleep now...to be continue buddies! Soon about my new job assignment's update, stay tune!

p/s: Amazingly, my heart doesn't sink this time...!

NUS Commencement 2009

2009-07-11T05:19:00.000-07:00

Aha! As the blog title goes, it was the National University of Singapore's 2009
Commencement Day yesterday! But I'm not the one to be awarded, my colleague instead. I'm glad that I was invited by Sun Bing to attend the ceremony and given an invitation card to enter into the hall. Thus, managed to snap a picture of the surroundings. Cool isn't it? Wondering when will be my turn. Hehe~

Congratulations to your accomplishment my friend, bright future awaits you! And kamsahamnida for the invitation! See, I finally got it right! :-p

30th June 2009

2009-07-01T22:43:00.000-07:00

30th June 2009, my life in abroad (Singapore) for 2 years. :-)

三月之雨

2009-03-06T08:55:00.000-08:00

最近经常下雨，天气转凉了，也因此感冒了。有时候回想是因为支撑太久了所以才会突然间崩溃，还是因为距离上一次的重病的时候真的有好一段时间所以也差不多又是生病的时候了? 已经几个月了，我从来没想过我能这么走过来的，时间真的是最好的治疗方法吗? 黄超(一个很可爱得同事)曾经跟我说:"世上有一样东西是不用钱都能买到的，就是时间"。了解当中的意思，但是目前为止对我来说，时间已经停留在某个时候，我还在找我自己。但是我真的很谢谢你们(黄超，孙冰和仰平)，你们永远都会是我最好的朋友；认识你们真好。当我最低落的时候收到了孙冰的一个简讯:"别难过，你很优的"，很简单的几个字但那个时候我真的很感动，谢谢你...朋友。

已经没那么热爱blogging了，不知道是少了时间还是少了心情。但当今天登入blogspot看回自己写过的blogs之后才发现天啊，原来我真的那么久没让自己静下来；好好的想想为什么自己会变成这个样子。是真的有那么忙吗...? 是给自己找借口吗? 得认真的想想...

明天早上是Hoe Yong的结婚日啊，被邀请出席在教堂举行的婚礼。感觉有点不想去因为地点真的太远了而且时间还真的蛮早的,想去的原因是因为从来都没参加过在教堂举行的婚礼心想一定很棒很特别吧。Hoe Yong, 祝你新婚快乐，白头谐老! :-) 今天同事们准备了给他的结婚贺卡，每个人在上面都签了自己的名字也写上一些祝福语。有英文，华文，韩文，我还加上了马来文:"Selamat Hari Perkahwinan",自己读了都觉得好笑。太久没写马来文了吧...啊冰哥还要我将早生贵子翻译成马来文!天啊，想了老半天结果还是放弃了...(省得又添笑话)呵呵...

不行了，得去睡觉了。明天能否起身参加HY的婚礼还是未知数...再说吧..

Thank You

2008-12-30T05:47:00.001-08:00

Thank you for giving me the life I'm living now...

Third day after death

2008-12-17T07:20:00.000-08:00

- Started to wear socks when sleeping (weather cold...heart even cold)
- Don't like going back to the place I rent after work (too scare of silence and darkness) ...now I lost my shelter too...

The hardest time I have in my life.....like soul separated from the body....dead.

John

2008-09-19T07:17:00.000-07:00

Took few John's pictures when back to hometown last moon cake festival. John's getting cutier! Thanks to sis too for organizing us such a wonderful food party. lol~ Missing every single piece of memory I had with you guys...wish sweet times can stand bit longer...it's too soon to slip away before I can even start holding it. Really....gonna seize every moment I have...before it turns out as thing to regret about...

My Lovely Nephew -- John

2008-08-21T02:30:00.000-07:00

Went to Genting last week (on my birthday) and met up with my 3rd sis. There also I met my brother-in-law and cute nephew John! I want to thank to my sis for giving me a visit that day and also thank you for made me the various-shaped cookies (I can still remember the heart and flower-shaped ones although there had already digested in my stomach - lol). Thanks sis! I love the present...it really means a lot to me! I felt so warm and touched...although I mumbled a little about how fattening it was. :-D Well, I truly love it and I think you should own a cake house or some sort of cafe? I guess it definitely would be flooded by lot of customers...!

Wish I had time to cook and bake too...or a place I should say. :-) Can't do much thing with the "Dua Bei Gong" keeps observing around...hehe.. Anyway, luckily I have someone to cheer me up...see, baby John and me...! He's fabulous! Isn't he? :-D
Can't wait to see him again this coming September.

First Among Others

2008-07-05T08:41:00.000-07:00

Hardly find my name on key chains, bookmarks, etc but...so surprisingly I found it today at Chinatown and somemore it was at the front most among all other bookmarks! Doubtlessly I bought it and my friend told me I'm really lucky today and YES, I believe my future will be much more luckier! :-d Hehe...Thanks God.

Been a year now

2008-07-01T00:57:00.000-07:00

Heard from the FM Class 95 which I found very meaningful:

" Don't find a person who you can live with;
Find a person who you can't live without."

And yes, I believe I can find the one who I can't live without soon as long as I have the faith and of course, keep looking! Hehe... Like people said, we learned to love better from previous relationship. So it gonna be...

It's been exactly a year now I work in Singapore, changed second job but continue living the same life. Maybe much more freedom now... I'm gonna enjoy my life...back to the life I missed since years ago. Hope everything is going to be better and better...! You can do it Alexia! :)

Piece of Cake

2008-06-13T08:14:00.000-07:00

I wondering if Singaporean all the while been living in the thoughts whereby there must be an intention or reason for receiving people's kindness. Brought a cake for a colleague today but the first reply I got from her was being questioned the reason I bought her the cake. I so wanted to reply: It's just a CAKE. I don't think I could or I should buy one's heart with "a piece of cake"...

When someone treats you nice, appreciate it instead of suspect. Because how many times have you showed your kindness to others so far? I believe there's always love living inside us, don't freeze your heart. Live it.

哥的短迅

2008-06-12T17:54:00.000-07:00

今早收到哥哥寄来的一个短迅，内容是这样的 :

没有自己的改变，就绝对没有生活的改变；
活鱼会逆流而上，死鱼才会随波逐流；
人生可以过错，但人生不可以错过；
财富不是一辈子的，朋友才是一辈子的；
笨人征服世界，聪明人征服自己；
风筝会飞是因为逆风，人会成长是因为逆境；
人生重要的不是努力，不是奋斗，而是诀择；
生而贫穷不遗憾，是而贫穷才遗憾；
人往往年轻是用健康换财富，老时用财富换健康；
许多人把业余的时间都放在电视上，结果屁股坐大了，肚子坐鼓了，沙发坐塌了，未来坐没了；
人没危机是最大的危机，满足现况是最大的陷阱；
我们无法成为百万富翁的后代，但是我们可以改变成为百万富翁的祖先。

Singtel Mobile Broadband

2008-05-24T07:08:00.000-07:00

Terminated m1 mobile broadband account today, what a relief! Since months ago I thought of terminating it but couldn't do so because was being tied with 6 months contract! Then I signed up Singtel Mobile Broadband which offers better connection speed at lower price! Besides, I've this 12-months contract with first 6 months free! Now I can surf internet with less panic too! Hehe~ Sounds like advertising huh...just wanna share with you guys anyway so that you won't have to be in my situation...a bless!!!

Here and No Where

2008-05-22T00:36:00.000-07:00

Where should I start? My life, career, relationship and...this posting? Just like in the middle of no where, why am I always feeling sense of lost??? Talked to eldest sister last night over the phone, discovered through the conversation that I might be lacking of confidence. From work to relationship between colleagues, now I realized how "Behavioral Science" applies in this distinct environment. All you need to do is, shut your mouth. ~_~ Hehe... you better follow your own way.

When will be the next HOLIDAYS??!!! I wanna break! Wish I had a lot of money so I can travel around the world now! Can't wait to explore but stuck with financial ability, arrgghhh.....

SPR

2008-04-19T02:15:00.000-07:00

Finally received approval for my Singapore Permanent Resident application and will soon go to collect my SPR IC! It was surprising me because I waited for about 4 months to get the reply from them and I thought the application failed! Hehe... but some friends said that I'm really lucky to get approved in just few months time and less than a year working period in Singapore.

It's great to become a SPR because I no longer need to be in such a loooooonnggg queue at the custom just to get into Singapore! Ofcoz....there is still a lot of things I can do with such granted authority...

Going To Sentosa Island?

2007-12-07T23:12:00.000-08:00

Was actually wrote a blog few days ago to post here but then the internet connection went down at the time when I wanted to upload it. Thus I saved it somewhere on my pc...thinking to upload it today but the problem is I'm in Malaysia and my PC is in Singapore! Arggh...it will become out-of-date post again.

To my sis Lydia: I don't think I like Vivo City and neither I dislike it. It's just like any other shopping centers except its expensive items. LoL. ^_^'' I've been working here for almost half year now and I begin to realize that to spend in Singapore is more or less the same as spending in Malaysia, what really makes the distinction is the quality and service of the thing they offer, which is better in the case of comparison. However, there is one thing cannot be denied, the foods are really nice! Other than that, you can see the Sentosa Island from Vivo City too, as well as the cable cars, monorails which specifically designed to send visitors over to the island. Oh, and by the way, there are Star Cruises too!

Emm...if anyone of you plan to go Sentosa please invite me together...as I mentioned in the last post...I never been there yet! LoL.

Note: I miss those days I spent in college soooo much. Lost contact with so many of you guys...

Vivo City

2007-11-24T22:29:00.000-08:00

This is the first time here I write a post in Singapore...a boring weekend! Can't think of anything I can write about since no activity for the day! Arghhh...am wasting my only 2-day off of the week.

Going to find friend for dinner later though at Eunos. Just went out with her to the Vivo city - Harbour Front yesterday for shopping. My brother thought I was going to Sentosa when he called me on phone and asked me my location. lol~ Funny...but I wish too to go there since...seriously....I never step in there yet! :-d

It's 2:30pm...will go to buy something at the plaza near by my place...got to carry heavy stuffs I think. Worrying....

Maybe more dairy-like post in the future! See ya then. T.K! LOL.

Monthly Post

2007-10-22T00:45:00.000-07:00

It's another month again since the last post, it just like a monthly post...lol.
Don't know what're all the guys doing out there bcoz I'm just living in another space...In this high-tech century and developing country...I still being banned from contacting others by the company. What the...!

WHAT TO DO????

Dearest sis Lydia, yes...you can send me post (comments) here but I may not reply you on the spot as the BOSS is really....forget it. Hello....????? --> Just to make sure whether someone from year 2007 hears me. I miss you...and those foods on your blog. Chow is moving out soon (this weekend will go over his place to help transfer his stuffs)...

Had tea with Nanthani last weekend, she'll be engaging soon next year April...blesses for her! The most happiest thing is that...she'll be coming to work in Singapore too after her engagement! Heard that it's due to her PR application...not quite sure, after all she's coming soon!

Chin Ling...is also considered married, because hardly get through her on phone regardless weekdays/weekends! Awww...I thought I'm the one who lives out of others' life!...Hey...call me when you read this ok...it's rarely you'll be able to read the next post from me before November(or maybe December). LOL... Hope to hear from you soon! Well...again all for now.

See you again next month... ^_^''

After Sometime

2007-09-01T06:40:00.000-07:00

Back to Malaysia again this weekend but don't know why there are so much of bad memories to recall. Maybe I started to love my new life in Singapore now (thing seems to be less complicated) or maybe I don't like something in Malaysia...Should I enjoy everything around me in the new environment? Maybe. Dad, bless me, give me strength and will to move on...miss you daddy..

I miss Chin Ling too, my lovely ex-roommate in TARC. One I can share my ups and downs with but now...she's so far away and so hard to get through her on phone. Spend almost everyday alone now without Chin Ling's voice.......

Going back SG again tomorrow.

Goin back SG tomorrow....Sigh~

2007-08-10T22:14:00.000-07:00

Too bad.....holidays going to end soon....:d

Finally in M'sia... for holidays....lol

2007-08-09T07:41:00.000-07:00

Finally my 1st 4-days long holidays (sounds miserable...) lol~ but it's good to know I'm FREE although for just 4 DAYS....Miss you guys!!! Anyone free for tea out there??? pls...keep me in touch!

P/S: By the way...Happy Singapore National Day...lol ^_^''

More than 1 Month

2007-08-06T18:12:00.000-07:00

I've been working more than a month now at Sharp. Not much time to surf through all the websites I used to go before I got this job...Argghh....but I miss you all my friends. Please...keep in touch with me...

Write you all again...Life's busy...scary... lol

YaHoo... I'm Back Blogger!

2007-05-23T05:05:00.001-07:00

Aha...here are some pictures I took during my journey to Singapore for job hunting!!! Other than nice pictures, I got my first job there as well! Future office is quite close from these places too! Keke... Enjoy...

Jobless

2007-04-14T07:49:00.000-07:00

Did not do any posting for quite a long time...not much thing that change...including Alexia, still being very frustrated in getting a job. Moodless to bla bla bla.... Shadowing myself in the middle of diversified paths.... not flooded with options in fact, choiceless instead.

你有什么看法 ?

2007-03-10T02:50:00.000-08:00

男人在外面胡乱来，除了没和外面的女人有身体上的接触之外也称得
上对自己的另一方 "一条心"?

是看见某戏剧里头的一段对话，本身也很想知道答案。给点意见吧。^_^

2007-03-02T01:27:00.000-08:00

Minutes ago before the rain started.

Prom Night

2007-02-12T06:46:00.000-08:00

Mostly everyone from B.I.S is going to prom night held at Berjaya Time Square today... I think they must be enjoying right now... since the event is until 11pm.

I did not go, does not mean I do not appreciate friendship (some might think I am)... what to say? Just want to declare... I do miss you all although I'm sitting here online and thinking what your guys doing right now... :-)

I made a power point slide show, thinking it can be shown to you guys during the night... but was unable to send it out through email and thus I asked a friend to come online so that I can send it through msn, but... ... ... I guess it isn't a real matter to talk about anyway.

It's true why we live in the same world, same planet, it's because...human will only agrees with themselves, including me...

End of 4 years sweet time... -_-''

2007-02-06T23:14:00.000-08:00

Finished exam lastly...but sense of losing direction... no longer a student but drifter...

KEEP IT UP!

2007-01-14T08:43:00.000-08:00

No matter what you do, KEEP IT UP!

The picture of destiny seems to degrade...
A brand new year indicating a brand new start, is this statement claimable?
If it is, do we have to throw away the tasks we have been holding on and reassign a new one? Including the desirable one though?
There are so many places in the world, but it doesn't mean we can go wherever we want to.
Not able to, not allowed to, and even...not possible to.
Think about yesterday?
Think for tomorrow?
Please... live for today... KEEP IT UP alexia!

Around Saturday Morning

2007-01-05T07:47:00.000-08:00

Sometimes we might have so much things to say but we can't just simply express it... Sometimes we might find lots of common in some friends we get along with but again, we can't just easily get close to them. Do not comprehend...but nothing could be done. We see thing ups and downs, we see people rises and falls...but what to do with us? ... yet, we're still making that a manner in our everyday life... a routine, which seems necessary. Are we living in the others'?

Last 2nd day before 2007~

2006-12-29T09:41:00.001-08:00

Sometimes, we really don't know how people evaluates among others, including how the way you are thinking or evaluating what I'm delivering here now. Human just able to see their own worlds and their own shadows, when there's someone stepped in at their doorways...they think that they're being offended..but in fact, someone might just wants to drag them out from the darkness part of the world which belongs to them, instead of "our's".
Life's funny, when you try to let go something... it will holds you back in the end. Something which in fact, you don't wanna to lose... or else, why would you have to let it go?

The Evolution

2006-12-24T11:00:00.000-08:00

I don't know what "evolution" here referring to either...

Almost everyday, counting the weeks left before final exam...my
math had never been this good before...yes, because it's exactly
one month left to sit for final exam...

How am I going to do?
What am I going to be?
where am I going to?

Helplessly...
Sigh~

THREE WEEKS !! ....-_-''

2006-09-23T08:30:00.000-07:00

Awww...it's only three weeks left to complete the entire system so that I'll able to demonstrate it to my supervisor...THREE WEEKS!!! I don't think it's enough for me. :'( Sob...Sob...Can I require another three weeks?? :-D Well...yes, sleepless nights lately...that's why and where the question comes into my mind. lol~

HELP....!!! Countless modules and workloads...headache...Thought I could get peaceful break after the semester exam, but here it goes again, final project!!!! sigh~ I can't imgine my life after this three weeks onwards.... documentation, another of another's headache... Wish I could shout,
BIS, please... give me a break! ---> sitting here sighing still....

Worm's (Brian) Daugther and Wife (Left) ^_^''

2006-09-23T08:14:00.000-07:00

Worm...how do you do lately? Didn't hear from you such a long time. Doing well with your album? How's your daughter too? She's sooooo cute....!!!! lol~ Hope all of you are doing good there!! Thinking to upload your picture, sadly can't find one. lol...

Panda miss you all so much. Text me k! ^_^''

Message from Panda. @_@

2006-08-29T07:45:00.000-07:00

People call me Alex...but i prefer to be called Alexia... ^_^''

Commercial Break ^_^''

2006-08-29T06:57:00.002-07:00

Do I Make You Proud?

2006-08-29T06:03:00.000-07:00

Wow....it's been a semester...I didn't write any post here. Emm...well, Alexia remain the same. lol~ So crazy and stupid... ^_^'

This semester is just over, and have to prepare to sit for incoming exam now. 12th and 15th of september... It's stressful thinking of taking exam...because will have to complete final project right after exam!!! Have to submit project when back to school. Oucchh...why are problems never end?

Emm...sigh~ sigh~ See, I'm still the same...still that negative... lol~ Recommended song for this post... Taylor Hicks --> Do I Make You Proud... listen, before you say NO! ^_^'

Menu for tOdaY~

2006-06-11T05:17:00.000-07:00

Eh...What's this?

Wanna have some?
Yummy...

Say no more... I'll show you!lol~

Moment without Oxyg3n

2006-06-06T07:15:00.000-07:00

Days are like h3LL this few days...breathless...I wanna go out from this life!!!

Mixture of Feelings

2006-05-27T05:52:00.000-07:00

Time past so fast...it's sunday tomorrow, and it's time to go back to hostel to prepare for new semester. Feeling hard to go back...but still, it's boring to stay here doing nothing. Conclusion ~ better to get back to study and something meaningful to do... preferably got some kind of school clubs to join...been wasting too much time. I can't take it anymore....like living with nothing... wasting every single breath too. Stand up....got to be bit energetic!

I got a song to share. It's from Simon Webbe "After All This Time". Just click on this --> http://www.myspace.com/alexiateh and find a mini size player and click play! <-- Isn't it's too obvious??? Went for breakfast this morning and the people from my favourite food stall came and told me that they're going to move to other location! Awww...too bad.. How can I have their foods again? Really got to travel for more than half an hours just to take my breakfast? No no... my friend told me, eat as much as you can before they change location. lol~ I'll try....my lovely hong!

Ya...can't believe that Taylor Hicks has won the American Idol! Maybe many people out there had already predicted this was gonna happen...but I was still put hope on Katherine Mcphee ma... Her voice is so powerful...strong...and also...irresistible! Why not her??? Sigh~ However, this is not your stuff, get back to do your own stuff! lol~

Kla...Wanna waste my time now...will write again when the time I get busy...haha

Kim Sun-Ah

2006-05-24T22:49:00.000-07:00

Amazing!!!!!!!!!!--- This is Kim Sun-Ah before her extra pounds!

Going Back To School

2006-05-24T22:03:00.000-07:00

Kim Sun-Ah after she had put on her weight just for the movie "My Name is Kim Sam Soon".

Time to go back to school again. Feel quite happy actually because school time is fixed! My sick is getting serious...(laziness la), especially seminar. Sorry friend, I don't mean to remind you ya! lol~ Lets talk about it again next week! haha...

I've downloaded about 150 songs, most of them are my favourite songs. But still couldn't find sound tracks for "My Lovely Kim Sam Soon" la. Too bad!! Yes, I can't live without music! lol~ Read Li Yen's Blog yesterday, ya, why did you(yen) laugh at people who is shorter than you? Luckily I'm not shorter than you. haha... Thank God! Ahbo then I'll be the victim.

American Idol winner is out...Who???? Got to ask Katie first....Don't blame me, I can't wait too.
Taylor Hicks? Katherine Mcphee?

Kla, everything till I get back to school la.

I gOt tH3m aLL

2006-05-20T02:34:00.000-07:00

Finally I got those songs ~Free Loop~ and also James Blunt ~High~ Great, nice songs.
Also ~The Deal~ and ~I have nothing~ from the American Idol top 2 Taylor Hicks and Katherine Mcphee...New songs for my mp4....Brilliant! lol~

~Free Loop~

2006-05-15T05:35:00.000-07:00

<Have something extraordinary>
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Have you all ever listen to this song? Daniel Powter --> Free Loop? It's really a nice song. Was thinking to download this mp3 for free, sadly, couldn't find any. Sorry for not writing any post these days. What else? Still Project & Seminar! Sigh~ Anyway, I'm fine here juz half dying. lol~
Ling was finally went back to hometown, that's good because she was alone at the hostel for the past few weeks!

I'll need to go back to school again after two more weeks (sighing). Fortunately, I have only two subjects for next semester! Hurray! But when it comes to project --> :'( again! Please give me a break...don't torture me.... Best medicine, get some sleep now. K, write you all again next round.
Feel really tired. Work + Project + Seminar = Death! Allow me, ZzzzZzzz....See you! lol~

p/s: Please inform me if you have the mp3 for Free Loop, thanks!

I NeeD a BreaK '~_~'

2006-04-27T23:40:00.000-07:00

Went to see supervisor this morning. Her mood not bad....but not good though @_@... She asked me lots of questions about my project, and asked me to produce a collaboration diagram on the spot! Oh Gosh....I studied before, but how come my mind totally blank??!! What is Collaboration Diagram??? lol~ The most critical part....How To Draw!!!!

Going back home later, waiting to watch my movie Kim Sam Soon. I love this movie... and this is the only korean movie that I like. Curious~ Since when I like korean movie? Roommate is going to borrow me more! Sadly, I got to finish my project first.... :'( More interviews, Fact-finding and all that. Sigh~ Emm....Movie is still the BEST! ^_^' Hurray ---> Kim Sam soon!

My friend called me up yesterday, one that I've been not meeting up for more than 10 years! He is my primary school (standard six) classmate. Well, quite suprising.... especially when I look at his pictures in friendster...! Yup, changed a lot, but I can still imagine his popularity. Why? Check out his profile and you will know why ---> Jacksonlee. Well, glad that we are in contact again. Keep in touch my friend! ^_^'

Ok Buddies, miss you all~

Guess What!??! (^_^)'

2006-04-26T00:45:00.000-07:00

Can you guess what's this?

My brand new mp4 player,
bought it from the PC fair!

So~So Day!

2006-04-26T00:03:00.000-07:00

Went out with Dia & Ling to JJ last two days, was thinking to write a post regarding our shopping experiences...Sadly, blogspot got problem like friendster again! Headache. I have no mood to discuss about that now...maybe next time till we hang out together again... :)

It's Li Yun's 21st birthday tomorrow. Emm...HAPPY BIRTHDAY Yun! Too bad that you've to sit for exams, or else we can celebrate for you! So, how are you going to celebrate your birthday at your place....coz we live too far apart :'( ... Miss You! Emm...anyway, I wish you'll have all your dreams come true and the best of luck too...

Will be going to see supervisor again this coming friday, my emotion is extremely...instable. lol.
Sigh~ Not yet start to code my project...:'( Lots of things to do...but which one first? Tell me....and help me! Ling~Do you think it works? (you doc I cod) <----Forget about your doubts, because only Ling & Me understand that. Right?

Ok, got to pen-off (oppss...it's "keyboard"-off ! lol~~)... Bless me, for this coming friday. Thanks!
Thank you Buddies... ^_^' <--- Sweating!

Outside my hostel window

2006-04-24T08:36:00.000-07:00

Flowers outside my hostel window. It's raining too....very cold lately! I like rainny days...

Raining Dayz..

2006-04-23T10:29:00.000-07:00

Raining again...outside my hostel window. Very tired doing my seminar and project (spend most of the time online,lol), now you know how hardworking I am. Back to hostel today due to some problems...not to say hostel isn't nice, just...it's still a place for study. Not for FUN. Am i right buddy??? Lydia and Ling Ling...(my sweet sister and cute roommate)! Thank god I got them, otherwise I'll be "drying of the air of bore" <--- This is originated from my roommate when she was waiting me at the shopping centre and I was in bursary paying my expensive hostel fee. To poor people like me, whatever fee is still expensive. Donate me, if you could. My seminar is still pending, so to my project. VB.NET...headache! No wonder my life is so blue (just like my friend, Den) recently. Well, he's always BLUE. Am I right, Den? Do you need me to paint you some colours except blue? My PC is on for almost 10 hours, gosh...going to sleep very soon. Sigh~

Will, how are you lately? Didn't receive your call for quite a long time. Got your job? Good that I can still text you, by my school email because it's FREE. But it takes really slow to reach you, right? Sorry for that...lol. You are a great person...and nice too. Wish I could see you in real one day or at least read my blog :-( I know you've hard time over there...so, please take care! Miss you all my friendz...ZZzzzZZZzzz...

Learn not to say "GoodBye"

2006-04-22T11:20:00.000-07:00

Feel bad when a friend said "GoodBye" to me. Feel like a lost. I don't know how to tell him how exactly my feeling is. Just want him to know, a good friend really doesn't need "GoodBye" for each email sent. I care about you and always pray for you, I wish you knew all these. I think you read my post in friendster, you should know, not everyone is perfect. Thus you got to love yourself more than others do. Only you, yourself could make YOU perfect. Do you understand me?
Listening to songs... Feel a bit DOWN. Den, no more "GoodBye", K? Take good care always!
My friends and readers, if you didn't know about tomorrow, so please don't say "GoodBye" because you still have someone who needs your care and who cares about you.
Have a good life.

Why seminar and project!!!!

2006-04-19T07:09:00.000-07:00

Help....I'm getting crazy soon....why seminar and project???? Just about to recover from sick (flu + fever + sore throat + cough), but now....gettting worse again! Arggh....headache! What should I do, I'm talking to myself lately (come on...normal, isn't? Not believe you don't have once!). Seriously, I feel myself changed a lot to become a person that dare not to do things! Oh God, I shouldn't be this way... it's just a simple challenge(just to comfort myself), so don't be afraid of moving on! Believe in yourself, you can do it! (Told you I've been talking to myself these days)
Make a cup of tea, relax...listen to my favourite music ---> Is it effective? crazy crazy crazy....Now, GET BACK to WORK! Gambateh everybody!

Opppsss....again it's First Post..^_^'

2006-04-18T08:48:00.000-07:00

Why do I say it's my first post "again"? Wow....it's really a long story. All about friendster program anyway. Now only I realize there is problem in order to access to friendster's blog by using different web browsers...(maybe I should refer it to "internet connection"), the page was overlapped when I tried to open it using Internet Explorer with wireless connection. Emm...I wondering whether it's because of that anyway ;). So, here it comes the first blog, as I already did one in friendster's blog. Ha...Ha...with the same title without the word "again". Forgive me, I'm just trying to make things simple....Now you read this, and I'm glad you are! Be happy and I'll make sure you'll have it ALL THE TIME. Thank you!!!! Miss you too :'( ha..opsss, sorry.

My family and memories....(^_^)

Pondering

九江十二坊

Milestone

Cleaning

New Haircut

善忘

Jon and party hat

Persistent

My lovely boy

Happy Father's Day!

My Little Sweet Pie

Watermelon

Jonathan's Snoring!!

五个月

Late Post

Little by Little

Welcome to the winter

Some updates

Water Lover

Chubby Baby Time

Welcome home!

Good Boy!

No flash please

Papa and son

Laboring...!!!

Long day out

First Birthday In NY

Blissfulness

Showered with love

It's cold again today

Happy Birthday John!

Happy CNY 2010

mErRy ChRiStmAs EveRyOnE!

Soon

New Haircut

I Love You

Because of You

想念你

Something About Us

Andre

Ripley's you won't believe it!

Bali Trip

Seremban

NUS Commencement 2009

30th June 2009

三月之雨

Thank You

Third day after death

John

My Lovely Nephew -- John

First Among Others

Been a year now

Piece of Cake

哥 的 短 迅

Singtel Mobile Broadband

Here and No Where

SPR

Going To Sentosa Island?

Vivo City

Monthly Post

After Sometime

Goin back SG tomorrow....Sigh~

Finally in M'sia... for holidays....lol

More than 1 Month

YaHoo... I'm Back Blogger!

Jobless

你有什 么看法 ?

Prom Night

End of 4 years sweet time... -_-''

KEEP IT UP!

Around Saturday Morning

Last 2nd day before 2007~

The Evolution

THREE WEEKS !! ....-_-''

Worm's (Brian) Daugther and Wife (Left) ^_^''

Commercial Break ^_^''

Do I Make You Proud?

Menu for tOdaY~

Moment without Oxyg3n

哥的短迅

你有什么看法 ?