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Just came back from lunch, I had "生面" (noodles) but I still prefer "抄伊面" (another type of noodles) too bad they don't have it today. Both type of the noodles are quite similar actually but don't know why I particularly like the second.

Nothing special today, after all it's Sunday and I should be resting at home. Andre is sleeping at this moment, his time at 1:46am. I hope you're having sweet dreams and sleeping tight. It's another work week tomorrow, also the last second week of work before my 3 weeks time off. hehe. I'm so excited, never had this long leave before except time when was still in college. The last time I had 2 weeks off was when I resigned from Sharp and before joined NCS, spent that two weeks traveling across states in Malaysia. Visited Kuantan, Pahang, Kelantan, Kuala Terengganu and spent 4D/3N or 3D/2N (don't quite remember) at Redang Island. It's like a heaven and worth second visit. :-)

Looking forward for the trip to Genting this coming 16th December with Andre. Really can't wait any longer. It's Andre's first time to visit Malaysia and I'm still thinking where to bring him, it's a head pain not having a transport and the public transport in Malaysia is....sigh~ Will spend about 8days in Malaysia and back to singapore on the 24th. However I still wish the time would stop somewhere within the 3 weeks. I miss you so much Andre.

New Haircut

I like Andre's new haircut very much! Chun lah! ;-)

I Love You

I love you too. :-)

It's 21 days left till I get to see you in december, exactly three weeks. It was once 11 weeks, time past really fast. However, to me 3 weeks still seems bit too long. hehe. I miss you so much, do you know? It's the public holidays here next friday and I'm planning to go to JB to buy something, thinking to get a new sport shoe, some new clothes maybe and some other stuffs.

Ivy, Koon and Winnie they finally got themselves air tickets to go to Taiwan next May. Bit sad actually because they booked the tickets without informing me, well... part of it was my fault. Ivy - I really wish to go there with you too or maybe we should plan a trip to Shanghai? hehe. Yes, see ya this coming new year in Singapore. :-)

About job everything is fine, just bit stressed out sometimes because the boss is so eager and panic to get everything done before my time off in december. He should be worried indeed, god bless. I too hope everything will be fine so I won't have to deal with those stupid things again. I pray hard. hehe.

Because of You

The weather turned cold lately, raining almost everyday and they said this is because it's the raining season now. This year's december I feel much warmer although the weather is so cold, maybe it's because I have you - Andre. I can't remember how hard those days were last december. Wrapped myself in the blanket every night and slept with socks. By looking back at those days I feel myself so much bliss now because I have you...you picked pieces of my broken heart and warm it with yours. I'm grateful you came into my life...I'm lucky I have you. You're not only cheering up my days but you also brought light and color into my life. Thank god for giving you to me...I appreciate and I treasure every moment we had and have.

Andre, thank you...because of you I have a life. I love you.

想念你

最近的时钟跑得特别的慢，虽然只剩下四十六天了但是感觉上好像还有好几年要渡过。想念你的笑，想念你的味道，想念你白色袜子...很熟悉是不是？哈哈，那是因为那是 "味道" 的歌词啦。不过真的很想你 - 虽然你根本不晓得我在写什么。呵呵。 虽然时间过的很慢但是最近工作也很忙，所以没有时间上网blogging就算有时间也是给了他了。时间颠倒真的令人烦躁，我睡觉他起身我起身他睡觉， 时差真让人苦恼！多么希望我们现在就在同一个时间同一个地方里。 现在我终于明白为什么lee chian 以前的经历了 - 这种感觉真的很agony啊。 还真佩服她和他男朋友在这么远距离的情况下维持了三年的感情!还好她最终还是决定了去美国那和他男朋友一起生活 - 哦!是未婚夫了是吧! 朋友,加油哦! 是谁说distance relationship不能长久的呢,好的例子多的是。 只要相信爱,就算跌倒了也不能气馁。Andre,我相信我们也行的！

他正学讲一些基本的中文，最简单的当然是那三个字开始 - 我爱你。哈哈！刚开始还真好笑，每次都给他讲成 "瓦爱妮" 教了学多次还是讲得不对。不过现在好多了，听他用中文说那三个字的时候真的觉得好窝心，谢谢你亲爱的。呵呵。谢谢你的用心。看来我也应该开始学意大利文了，不过目前为止我会的也只是"te amo" 哈哈！我会继续努力的！每次他做早餐没时间陪我聊天的时候他总喜欢把cam开着让我看他煮东西，看着他在厨房里的身影让我突然觉得自己好幸福。还好他喜欢煮食要不然将来我真的不知道该给他煮些什么食物..谢谢你为我做的一切.

P/S: Andre, I know you don't understand this so I just keep it simple and short for you - Te Amo :-)

Something About Us

Received flowers from Andre yesterday on our anniversary, I'm so touched. Thank you Andre, thank you for everything you do for me. You lighten up my life...for once I really thought that I would never walked out from the darkness again but you brought me out of it and give me hope. You give me reason to live and to pursue our dreams. You are more than everything to me and I never felt so much love before. Thank you for your love, Andre. Please, walk by my side too till the end of time...

I love you.

Andre

You mean so much to me...thank you Andre. :-)

Ripley's you won't believe it!

最近很失落，提起一个认识了好几年的朋友。对她我真的彻底的失望了，不想和她再有任何联系。这么多位朋友之中她可说是最“不客气”的一位。原本心想竟然做朋友就不要和她斤斤计较可是她可是越来越得寸进尺。认识她是当我初进学院的时候，因为都是新生所以自我介绍就这么认识了；那一年是二零零三年。完成了两年的文凭后她就去了新加坡工作而我就留下来完成另两年的学士学位。

二零零七年毕业后的我也跟着哥哥姐姐们的选择来到新加坡工作。因此和这位朋友联系回了。这后我们都保持着联系也曾经居住在一起成为了室友，但是因为某些事我们闹了所以分开居住。没住在一起后我总在想是不是我的问题，是不是因为我所以闹得不开心。我向她道歉且问她是否能像以前保持好朋友的关系所以之后的我们还是继续联络（虽然听起来很孩子气但是真的不想因为这样失去一位朋友）。之中还是有很多我觉得她有问题的地方可是都不敢说出口，心怕会不会又是因为自己的问题。

今天的我可以很确定也很有信心的说：“我决定我们不要再成为朋友是最好的决定”。她常向我诉苦说她的朋友越来越少了，我也不知道为什么这么多年为何她从没认真的想过。差不多有六年了，她从没给我这位她所谓的好朋友买过一杯饮料。可是每次她都希望别人可以掏出腰包请她，她认为是应该的。她经常提起没钱所以要节省，可是朋友；寒素和节省是很大分别的。如果真的是朋友真的那么计较给另一位朋友买一杯水吗？你没钱难道比人就有钱？别人的钱就是花不完的吗？真的好失望，对你彻底的希望了心死了！当初决定不继续修完学士学位的人是你自己，你怎么可以把之后的一切往别人身上推呢？平均十次和她出街里九次是别人开口请她的。好，就说是我自讨的因为是我自己要请你的可是朋友啊，那你当我是你朋友吗？我为的不是你那么一杯饮料！而是朋友的那般心意，关怀。真正被视为好朋友的那种感觉而不是每次占人便宜的那种讨人厌的人！

我最生气的是每次都说没钱没钱，可是当别人掏出腰包要请她的时候她竟然一句拒绝的话也没有而且很自以为是应该的接受了！天啊！你没钱，我就很有钱？如果是朋友不是应该替我节省才对的吗？最记得的是，给她买过了生日礼物可是我生日的时候竟然一杯饮料都没从她那儿喝过更别说给我买礼物，还没关系！竟然还在我面前提他姐姐的礼物，弟弟的生日礼物有多好等等！拜托,真的不知道你是真的不懂还是假装不懂什么是礼仪！还有一次到The Body Shop，因为是我生日的月份的关系所以有二十八仙的折扣。售货员还说要打折后有五十块就有十块钱的礼卷，结果她说她要买香水；心想她拿的香水有三十多块了自己再添买一些打折后应该也有五十了吧。当我选好拿出Credit Card要付钱的时候，转身问她要买的香水在哪她竟然说：不买了！天啊！我真的有够生气的，要不是她说要买香水我才不花那些钱呢！没法子，还是付了钱！不买不会告诉我吗？自己心疼花钱，那我的就不是钱？！我的钱也是辛辛苦苦赚回来,你以为我的钱是从天上掉下来的啊？！气死我了！

她是我认识的人里面最寒素更是最过分的那一位！比起怡保那讨厌的男生我对你似乎要更有防备，免得自己又受伤了（受骗了）！还记得去巴厘岛的那个旅程我们都各自买了一些吃的，我打开买的那些一起和她享用但是她竟然每包都原封不动！也就是说从头到尾她没开过任何一样她买的食物请过这旅程里的任何一个人！但是要是你问她要不要，她肯定跟你说她要！所以之后我知晓了就向她学习，就算吃也不问她吃不吃；因为平时都是自己要问的嘛所以不能完全怪她。但是，她还是自己开口向我要！哈哈哈！天啊！Can you believe it?!! Yes, even Ripley wont believe it! 我放弃了，这份所谓的友情我不要了；真的一点也不稀罕！